An even longer While...

As I look back over the years... things got harder, not simpler... not especially better but life did happen. Quick recap.. after 27 years I found myself divorced.. struggling and trying to make since of everything that had become. We will leave that at that... because that is not the end. I guess 2018 was at the time the hardest time for most of us. That is when we split and it did split up our family. Sometimes I think about things that could have been different. What could I have done different, why couldn't I let some stuff go? Why did I give up? But I did. I had my reasons.. but that is in the past. The past is not relevant if we can't acknowledge it. So I do. Some things unfair happened, but maybe that is what needed to happen, so I am taking my responsiblilty for my part in the parts I could have changed.. I could have been better, handled things differently... But, that is the thing about time... you can't go back, or change it. So we have to move on.